30 Mar 2014

Never Come Back !


I Don't Have Word's ...To Describe The Way I Feel....
I Don't Have Fear....To Run Away From Death ...Even If Someone Wants To Heal....
Coz....
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

I Just Don't Have Control...... Over These Falling Tear's......
I Just Don't Have Power .....To Distinguish Between All Voices I Hear.....
I Just Lost Every Bit Of Mine....Making Thing's Always Clear...
Maybe Some Secrets ....Never Come Out & Told To Anyone Dear....
Coz....
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

I Just Don't Want...... To Push Someone Out Of Frame.....
I Just Don't Want ......To Lose Or Forget Anyone Out Of Name....
I Just Want To Hide .......Myself Somewhere Out....
So Just No One..... Can Catch Me With A Single Sound Striking Soo Loud.....
Coz....
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

I Just Want To .......Scream Out In Some Lonely Land....
Coz No One....... Is Sometimes Made To Deal You Or Understand......
I Just Want To Push Myself .....Out In Some Darkness & Loneliness Inside.....
Coz I Feel Tired & Dead.... Fighting From The Day I Know The Truth & Lies....
Coz...
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

Maybe I Look For A Space ...Where I Can Go & Fall Like Feather & Feel Light...
Maybe I Look For Patience ...... Who Will Just Kill Me & Make Me Dead Inside...
Maybe I Look For Sky.... & Pray To God To Take Me Back Where I Belong...
Coz Maybe My Strength Is Gone & It Will Never Become Again Strong....
Coz......
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

Just.....Want To.... Run Away...From This Moment....
& Never Come Back....
Never.... Ever....
Get Back....This Time... !!!


26 Mar 2014

Straight From Heart....



I Am Waiting In Middle Of Road...
I Got A Feeling Of Steel Knife & Sword...
Tearing My Emotion's Apart...
I Won't Take A Step Back & Let People Laugh...
I Just Waiting For Some Hope...
Hope You Understand My Feeling's & Let Me Get .....Have You In Scope...

I Will Even Rise From Dead & Feel Light...
If My Heart Is At Stake , I Will Even Fight...
I Won't Give Up Till It Last...
I Won't Rush In Adrenaline In Body So Fast...

I Will Wait For Some More Time...
I Will Let Our Feeling's To Cash In & Get Soared With Taste Of Wine...
Maybe Someday You Will Know & Realise...
I Still Got Butterflies In My Tummy Who Never Stop's & Flies...
They Just Can't Live..... Without Your Single Smile...
I Think I Can't Look Beyond You ....Even A Blink At Floor Tiles...

I Know....... People Are Calling Me Insane...
Sometimes I Just Fall In ....For Some Bad Pain's....
But I Am Trying To..... Get Away From Them...
I Just Want To Hit Them Out Of Life..... Like Ball Is Just Being Slammed....

I Am Trying To Make .....A Foundation Strong & Wise...
I Won't Let Anyone Come... &.... Destroy It With Any Ocean's Tide...
If The Foundation..... Is Still Going To Fall....
I Will Rise Up Again ...&.... Build A New Wall...

Life Is Like..... Taking Lesson From Moving Ant....
Who Slide's Down .....From The Rising Furnished Wall ...
But Never Forget , Just Keep Trying ...
Maybe Someday Sun Will Get Above & Let You Shine....
I Might..... Have Been Able To Survive....
When I Just Wished To Get In Ocean & Take In Last Dive....

I Still Got Many Secret's In Heart....
Maybe They Kill Me One Day & Tear Me Apart....
If I Will Ever Get Free From Them ...
I Just Root Them Out Of Life From Deep Stem...

I Can't Handle More Of These Secret Lies....
They Just Sometimes Kill Us & We Can't Even Survive....
When You See Something's From Being Child....
Action's Sometime's Even Turn Up Bad Or Even Wild....
Sometimes We Try To Make Them Stop....
We Just Loose Our self In Those Situation's & Even Go Through Blood Loss...

I Was Born Here Not To Give Up , So I Will Take A Stand...
I Was Just Here To Make Some More New Friend's...
Maybe I Have To Walk Down & Fight Alone...
I Am Even Ready To Face People Anger Or Even Stone...

I May Get Hit Several Times .......
I Will Still Fight Up But Try To Commit A Crime....
Maybe This Is What We Call Life...
It Flies High In Sky & Even Falls Like A Kite....

But I Am Trying To Push Problem's Aside...
I Just Sometimes Fall Deep & Broke Myself Without Any Advice...
I Don't Want To Look In The Past...
I Just Want To Forget It & Replace It With New World As I Can As Fast...

I Just Want To Move Up In Life...
Don't Want To Look Back Or Even Slide...
Maybe I Go Away.... With Thing's Still Left...
But I Won't Give Up ....Till It Even End's....

People Smiles At You ....Thinking You Are Clown....
But Never Forget You... Are Still Unique Among Those Who Hit The Town...
It's Just A Moment Of Time Sliding Sidewise...
But Just Hold Yourself  & Let's Not Past Get Revised...

Mistakes Happen's At Most Of The Time's...
Never Stop Practicing Even If You Are Not Fine....
Sometime's Thing May Not Come In Hand From Start...
Some Lines Always Get Out Straight From Heart....

We Need To Keep Up Smile....
It Might Sometimes Take A Moment or Even A While.....
Heart Shatter's With Passing Time...
But Never Forget Someday Will Come When You Will Always Shine.....!!!

16 Mar 2014

Go Further To Get Closer !







Maybe I Am Low.....
Maybe I Am Taking Bold Step's To Slow...
Maybe I Kill My Feeling's Like Some Beast & Never Show ....
Maybe I Fight For Truth & Get Into Heat Without Letting You Know...
But.......
Baby....Just For You....... I Will Fly Higher In Sky....
Baby....Just For You..... I Will Go Deeper In Ocean's......
Baby....Just For You...... 
I Will Travel All Distance's....
I Will....
Go Further To Get Closer....
To You...& Your Heart.....

Even If You.... Get Angry At Me...
Even If You..... Don't Talk To Me...
Even If You ....Move Away From Me...
I Keep..... Following Your Footprint's ....
I Won't Stop.... Looking For You...
B'Coz .....Baby Your My Life ...
Baby....Trust Me ...
You're The Smile.... That Holds Me True...
You're The Medicine.... Who Makes Me Cure.....
I Just Can't.... Look Beyond You...
Coz You're The One....Who Makes Me Complete...
My Leg's Turned Up & Start Dancing On Feet.....
Maybe I Am Low.....
Maybe I Am Taking Bold Step's To Slow...
Maybe I Kill My Feeling's Like Some Beast ....
Maybe I Fight For Truth & Get Into Heat...
But.......
Baby....Just For You....... I Will Fly Higher In Sky....
Baby....Just For You..... I Will Go Deeper In Ocean's......
Baby....Just For You...... 
I Will Travel All Distance's....
I Will....
Go Further To Get Closer....
To You...& Your Heart.....

Whether I Have To.... Explore The Artic Circle....
Whether I Have To..... Land Down In Snowy Antartica ....
Whether I Have To..... Go The Earth Crust Deep Centre ...
Whether I Have To ......Visit Amazon Jungle's Or Get Cancer....
Whether I Have To...... Travel Into Huge Sahara Desert...
Whether I Have To........... Measure The Length's Of Everest...
Whether I Have To .......Look Into Thousand Island's On Earth....
But.......
Baby....Just For You....... I Will Fly Higher In Sky....
Baby....Just For You..... I Will Go Deeper In Ocean's......
Baby....Just For You...... I Will Go Lower ....
I Will Travel All Distance's....
I Will.....
Go Further To Get Closer....
To You...& Your Heart.....

Baby....Just For You...... 
I Will .......
Go Futher To Get Closer....
To You...& Your Heart..... !!!


<3


15 Feb 2014

BullShit !!!



Rap It Up,
Its Going To Be Little Crap....
So Read It ...With Your Own Terms !!!
BullShit...

I Keep Writing Shit,
You Keep Looking It,
BullShit.... ! -2

I Just Came Here To Rap,
You Just Keep Grooving Your Feet To Tap,
BullShit... ! -2

I Just Keep Looking Low,
But You Try To Make My Song Flow,
BullShit... ! -2

I Just Feel Little Bad,
You Just Keep Nailing That Lad,
BullShit... ! -2

I Just Make Music Grow,
You Just Move Your Body On Dance Floor,
BullShit... ! -2

I Said I Like Ice-Cream,
You Keep Treating Me Like Super Teen,
BullShit... ! -2

I Just Keep Falling From Height,
You Just Keep Asking Me - Are You Ready To Fight?
BullShit... ! -2

I Keep Searching For Heart,
You Just Come In My Life Blow Me Apart,
BullShit... ! -2

You Say I Am Your Friend,
But You Never Let Those Promises Stand,
BullShit... ! -2

I Just Pen-Down This Little Rap,
You Pull Out That Trigger & Hit Bullet On My Cap,
BullShit... ! -2

Yeah ! You Are Damn BullShit Man... !
Fuck Off !!!

Never Lost Love...


Its Rapping Time.......  
Just Hitting The Low ! To Make It Sound Higher !!!!  
Now ! Here We Go............ !!!

I Never Lost Love .... When You Are Just Gone,  
I Never Lost Love... When I Don't Know Just Where You Were From,  
I Never Lost Love.... Whenever You Just Pass On,  
I Never Lost Love...... When You Just Keep Staring On,  
I Never Lost Love.... When You Just Give Up,  
I Never Lost Love.... Whenever Your Dress Just Slip Up,  
I Never Lost Love... When You Gone Away For Few Time Back,  
I Never Lost Love .... When You Just Turned Your Mode Into Attack,  

I Never Lost Love..... When You Just Took My Heart,  
I Never Lost Love.... When You Just Broke Me Apart,  
I Never Lost Love .... When You Just Move Other Place,  
I Never Lost Love... When You Just Lost My Faith,  
I Never Lost Love..... When I Just Kept Looking Back,  
I Never Lost Love ... When You Just Got Addicted To Smack,  
I Never Lost Love.... When You Just Played Me Around,  
I Never Lost Love ... When You Just Took Me For A Round,  

I Never Lost Love.... When You Just Called Me Sick,  
I Never Lost Love.... When You Just Burned Down My Stick,  
I Never Lost Love... When You Turned Down Into B#@%H,  
I Never Lost Love....When You Just Gone With Other Guys To Watch Some Flick,  
I Never Lost Love.....When You Just Took My Help & Some Loan,  
I Never Lost Love....When You Just Keep Ringing Up Whole Night On My Phone,  
I Never Lost Love....When You Just Keep Turning Fat,  
I Never Lost Love...When I Keep Asking You Where You Put My Hat ?, 

I Never Lost Love.... When I Write This Shit,  
I Never Lost Love....When I Just Love You To Your Bit's,  
I Never Lost Love...When You Know I Will Never Going To Leave,  
I Never Lost Love...When I Have All In Front To Achieve,  
I Never Lost Love....When We Can Have A Cool Ride,  
I Never Lost Love....When We Can Fight To Survive,  

I Never Lost Love....When Things Will Turn & Evolve,  
I Never Lost Love...When I Can't Taste You & Get Myself Dissolve,  
I Never Lost Love....When You Just Run Like A Fish ,  
I Never Lost Love....When I Saw You Like A Sexy Sweet Dish,  
I Never Lost Love....When We Just Hold Up Hands,  
I Never Lost Love....When We Know We Can Fight Other's & Will Always Defend !!!!  

I ---I----I----Never-Lost-Love ......Baby !!!!!!  
I ---I----I----Never-Lost-Love ......Love Love Love !!!!
Never Lost Love Baby !!!!
Smoke It ! ;-)

Standing Tall...



Tears In My Eyes,
With Heavy Heart Inside, 
Falling Down Like a High Tide, 
Burning Inside, 
Looking To Miss, 
What I Can't Hide, 
You Keep Hitting The String , 
Bringing The Fear Within, 
But I....I.... 
 Keep Standing Tall...... 
 Waiting To Fight... 
 Bring Some Light.... 
 Loosing No Hope.... 
 Just  !! Thinking To Rise-e-e-e-e-e......Rise ! ...-2
 So, I Keep Standing Tall ..... 

 I Fallen In A Hole, 
 With Nothing In Control, 
 I Tried Climbing Up, 
 But You Keep Me Digging Up, 
 I Screamed For Help, 
 But No One Rescued At Last, 
 You Keep Hitting The String , 
 Bringing The Fear Within, 
 But I....I.... 
 Keep Standing Tall...... 
 Waiting To Fight... 
 Bring Some Light.... 
 Loosing No Hope.... 
 Just  !! Thinking To Rise-e-e-e-e-e......Rise ! ...-2  
 So, I Keep Standing Tall ..... 

 I Reached At The Top, 
 Tried The Things To Forgot, 
 Looking At The Sunshine, 
 I Thought I Learned A Lesson At Best, 
 I Crawled up In Pain, 
 Took A Shadow Trying Something To Gain, 
   You Keep Hitting The String , 
 Bringing The Fear Within, 
 But I....I.... 
 Keep Standing Tall...... 
 Waiting To Fight... 
 Bring Some Light.... 
 Loosing No Hope.... 
 Just  !! Thinking To Rise-e-e-e-e-e......Rise ! ...-2  
 So, I Keep Standing Tall ..... 

 I Don't Came Here ,To Get My Heart Demolished, 
 I Just Want To Be Beside You ,But You Made Me Feel So Smallish, 
 But You Made Our Thread Seems Like Little Bit Loosen, 
 So , I Just Keep Walking Alone In The Path I Chosen, 
 Thinking You Will Come Soon, Hold My Hands   Makes Our Future Bright, 
 So, I Just Keep Walking Where Ever I Saw A Perfect Light, 
  ... I Just Keep Standing Tall..... Oh My Baby Don't You Wait For Me To Fall .......!!!! 
 So... I Just Keep Standing Tall-l-l-l-l-l !!!!!!!!!

2 Feb 2014

Walking Away....



The Window To Heart..... Is Gone Shut....
Because It Has Turned Into ..... A Stone Just...
Maybe Baby ! It Got Some Rust With Time ....
Because It May Be Feeling So Alone & Not So Fine...
Life Is Hurting Like Some Bitch...
Just Trying Baby... For Some Time Setting Switch...
By Walking Away...From You-2 !
Because....
Baby !  I Can't See You Hurt ..
Baby ! I Can't See You In Pain...
Baby ! I Can't See A Tear In Your Eye's....
Falling Down From The Sky...
Because It Just .....Make's My Heart Blow & Crush....
I Don't Want To Keep You Waiting ....
As You Will Always Remain The First Love....
So I Just Keep Walking Away ...From You.....
From You...Just Keep -2 ...Walking Away Till I Die...!!!


Their Was  No Moment In Life...
Where I Can't Feel You Deep Inside...
I Just Keep Looking On ...For Your Smile..
Just Keep Thinking Of You... All Day Long For A While...
But As The Time Passing By...
I Seem To Be As.... Formality In Life...
Life Is Hurting Like Some Bitch...
Just Trying Baby... For Some Time Setting Switch...
By Walking Away...From You-2 !
Because....
Baby !  I Can't See You Hurt ..
Baby ! I Can't See You In Pain...
Baby ! I Can't See A Tear In You Eye's....
Falling Down From The Sky...
Because It Just .....Make's My Heart Blow & Crush...
I Don't Want To Keep You Waiting ....
As You Will Always Remain The First Love....
So I Just Keep Walking Away ...From You.....


From You...Just Keep -2 ...Walking Away Till I Die...!!!

Baby ! I Don't Want To Interfere In Your Life...
Baby ! I Can't Make My Day Without Your Smile...
It Hard To Believe ...Looking To Past Just Gone... So Deep....
Because Promise's Are Breaking & It's Hard To Keep...
Life Is Hurting Like Some Bitch...
Just Trying Baby... For Some Time Setting Switch...
By Walking Away...From You -2!
Because......
Baby !  I Can't See You Hurt ..
Baby ! I Can't See You In Pain...
Baby ! I Can't See A Tear In You Eye's....
Falling Down From The Sky...
Because It Just .....Make's My Heart Blow & Crush...
I Don't Want To Keep You Waiting ....
As You Will Always Remain The First Love....
So I Just Keep Walking Away ...From You.....


From You...Just Keep -2 ...Walking Away Till I Die...!!!

Just Keep On Walking ...
Baby ! Just Keep Walking Away-3...From You.. !!
Oh Yeah ! Oh Yeah ! ....
Till I Die-e-e-e-e-e-e-e ..... <3

18 Dec 2013

Better Way !



I Wish To Smile,
I Wish To Kiss,
I Wish To Hold,
But Tears Run Down.... To the Floor,

I Wish To Stay,
I Wish To Pray,
I Wish To Say,
But Words....... Hold Down The Throat,

Is There Any Better Way ?
Wish I Could Find...
Is There Any Better Way ?
Wish I Could ...Make Things Rewind..
Is There Any Better Way....?

I Wish To Be Awake,
I Wish Not To Be Fake,
I Wish To Make A Cake,
But I Can't Find ...Any Way To Bake,

I Wish To Be Calm,
I Wish To Buy A Farm,
I Wish To Be Your Sweet-Heart Charm,
But I Can't Find A Place In Heart,

Is There Any Better Way ?
Wish I Could Find...
Is There Any Better Way ?
Wish I Can Make Things Rewind..
Is There Any Better Way....?

Now I Wish To Turn The Thing's Up....
Is There Any Better Way ?
Wish I Could Find...
Is There Any Better Way ?
Wish I Can Make Things Rewind..
Is There Any Better Way....?
Can You Tell Me...
Can You Help Me...
Can You Feel Me...
Is There Any Better Way...?
Tell Me Na...Oh Please....Tell Me.....Baby !

11 Sept 2013

Just Keep Up Your Smile...



When The Stars In Night...... Are Out.....
I Can Listen Up Your ....Heart Beat's Sound....
When You Just.... Walk Down The Lane.....
I Can Even Smell You..... From Out Of Town & Be Insane....
When You Turn To...... Cooking Food....
I Open My Eyes Wide.... &... Keep Looking At The Wood....
Whenever You Just.... Arrives At My House....
I Just Book A Cake For Us..... & Cut It With Knife & Eat Away Like Mouse....
When I See You .... Little Bit Sad.....
I Won't Mind .....Turning Myself Bad.....
Because For You ......I Can Take Every Pain Of Life....
I Can Even Turn The Wheel's ....&... Make You My Wife.....
Baby I Just Want You .....To Keep Up The Smile.......
I Can't Stay Away From It .....Even For A While..... !!!
Baby Just..... Just Keep Up Your Smile.... !!
It's The Best Beautiful Thing..... I Have Ever Seen..... !
It Gives The Wonderful Feeling .... Like I Am Still In My Teen's... !
Baby Just..... Just Keep Up Your Smile.... !
Smile ....Smile ...Smile.... Baby Just !

When You Turn Out....Just Little Stupid....
I Can't Help Out ....& .....Be Just A Cupid....
When You Just Turn ....Your Head On My Side....
Making Promises ...& ...Keeping Them Open & Wide....
When You Just ......Walk Away In Crowd....
You Will Always Reach Me ....With My Smell Or Just Tick Of A Sound....
When You Just Feel ....Like Being So Lonely.....
Just Come Home ,Sit By My Side ....& Be Homely.......
When You Just Keep..... Looking For  Some Hug's.....
We Can Turn The Party On ...& ....Act Like Just Nuts.... 
When You Want Say To Me--"You Love ME" .......
Just Come In My Arms & Make Yours Heart Set Free....
When I See You .... Little Bit Sad.....
I Won't Mind .....Turning Myself Bad.....
Because For You ......I Can Take Every Pain Of Life....
I Can Even Turn The Wheel's ....&... Make You My Wife.....
Baby I Just Want You .....To Keep Up The Smile.......
I Can't Stay Away From It .....Even For A While.....
Baby Just..... Just Keep Up Your Smile.... !!
It's The Best Beautiful Thing..... I Have Ever Seen..... !
It Gives The Wonderful Feeling .... Like I Am Still In My Teen's... !
Baby Just..... Just Keep Up Your Smile.... !
Smile ....Smile ...Smile.... Baby Just !
Keep Up - Keep Up - Keep Up ... Your Smile... !
It's Gorgeous Babe ! <3

10 Sept 2013

I Just Can't ... !!!




I.....
I......I..... Oh --- I  ....
I Just....-2
I Just Can't.....
Oh ...I Just Can't.....

I Just Can't ...Say Why I Am .......Getting Lost In Word's....?
I Just Can't .......Find A Way..... Out This World.... !

I Just Can't...... Find A Reason...... To Explain....!
I Just Can't ......Hold My Laugh ......In Time's Funny Game.... !

I Just Can't .....Get Out..... Of Fucking Situation..... !
I Just Can't .... Put ......My Feet On Car Acceleration....!

I Just Can't ..... Hold My Tear's..... This Time.... !
I Just Can't..... Show...... How Much I Fear Inside.... !

I Just Can't....Tell .........When It Will Get Back Fine.......?
I Just Can't..... Tell... Who Will Hold My Hand & Be Always Mine...?

I Just Can't ..... Tell Who Understand's Me So Well....?
I Just Can't ......Take Out One Name & Say This Wait Will Now End .....!

I Just Can't ..... Feel ....If Someone Stand By My Side ....?
I Just Can't ..... Find ......A Chick Who Come On & Give Me A Fight !

I Just Can't..... Keep ....My Heart To Rest...!
I Just Can't ..... Control ...When My Heart Pumping Blood Through Chest !

I Just Can't .......Feel ....Comfortable In This Whole Bullish Crowd... !
I Just Can't.......Even ....Breathe Pure In Or Even Out.... !

I Just Can't ...... Stand ...Even Now To Face The High Ocean Tides....
I Just Can't..... Hold Emotions.... So I Ask Myself To Write .....!

I Just Can't .... Keep.... Secret's In Heart's Door Locked... !
I Just Can't .... See.... People In So Much Pressure & Shocked !

I Just Can't .... Keep ....Burning Thing's Inside In Dark... !
I Just Can't ... Let.... People Say Me Stupid Or Even Try To Bark !

I Just Can't ..... Listen Up... The Excuses All The Time....!
I Just Can't ..... Wait ...For You Or Love You Like Sunshine ....!

I Just Can't ....... Stop My Freedom When You Ask Me To Leave...!
I Just Can't ..... Love Or Get Myself Freeze.....!

I Just Can't ...... Believe Until I See Or Even Hear ....!
I Just Can't ......Do Anything... Without Some Love My Dear ....!

I Just Can't ...... Cut Or Blow..... Heads On Battlefields....!
I Just Can't ..... Dance Like You Do ...In Bigger Heels....!



I.....
I......I..... Oh --- I  ....
I Just....-2
I Just Can't.....
Oh ...I Just Can't.....Just Can't !