30 Mar 2014

Never Come Back !


I Don't Have Word's ...To Describe The Way I Feel....
I Don't Have Fear....To Run Away From Death ...Even If Someone Wants To Heal....
Coz....
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

I Just Don't Have Control...... Over These Falling Tear's......
I Just Don't Have Power .....To Distinguish Between All Voices I Hear.....
I Just Lost Every Bit Of Mine....Making Thing's Always Clear...
Maybe Some Secrets ....Never Come Out & Told To Anyone Dear....
Coz....
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

I Just Don't Want...... To Push Someone Out Of Frame.....
I Just Don't Want ......To Lose Or Forget Anyone Out Of Name....
I Just Want To Hide .......Myself Somewhere Out....
So Just No One..... Can Catch Me With A Single Sound Striking Soo Loud.....
Coz....
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

I Just Want To .......Scream Out In Some Lonely Land....
Coz No One....... Is Sometimes Made To Deal You Or Understand......
I Just Want To Push Myself .....Out In Some Darkness & Loneliness Inside.....
Coz I Feel Tired & Dead.... Fighting From The Day I Know The Truth & Lies....
Coz...
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

Maybe I Look For A Space ...Where I Can Go & Fall Like Feather & Feel Light...
Maybe I Look For Patience ...... Who Will Just Kill Me & Make Me Dead Inside...
Maybe I Look For Sky.... & Pray To God To Take Me Back Where I Belong...
Coz Maybe My Strength Is Gone & It Will Never Become Again Strong....
Coz......
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

Just.....Want To.... Run Away...From This Moment....
& Never Come Back....
Never.... Ever....
Get Back....This Time... !!!


26 Mar 2014

Straight From Heart....



I Am Waiting In Middle Of Road...
I Got A Feeling Of Steel Knife & Sword...
Tearing My Emotion's Apart...
I Won't Take A Step Back & Let People Laugh...
I Just Waiting For Some Hope...
Hope You Understand My Feeling's & Let Me Get .....Have You In Scope...

I Will Even Rise From Dead & Feel Light...
If My Heart Is At Stake , I Will Even Fight...
I Won't Give Up Till It Last...
I Won't Rush In Adrenaline In Body So Fast...

I Will Wait For Some More Time...
I Will Let Our Feeling's To Cash In & Get Soared With Taste Of Wine...
Maybe Someday You Will Know & Realise...
I Still Got Butterflies In My Tummy Who Never Stop's & Flies...
They Just Can't Live..... Without Your Single Smile...
I Think I Can't Look Beyond You ....Even A Blink At Floor Tiles...

I Know....... People Are Calling Me Insane...
Sometimes I Just Fall In ....For Some Bad Pain's....
But I Am Trying To..... Get Away From Them...
I Just Want To Hit Them Out Of Life..... Like Ball Is Just Being Slammed....

I Am Trying To Make .....A Foundation Strong & Wise...
I Won't Let Anyone Come... &.... Destroy It With Any Ocean's Tide...
If The Foundation..... Is Still Going To Fall....
I Will Rise Up Again ...&.... Build A New Wall...

Life Is Like..... Taking Lesson From Moving Ant....
Who Slide's Down .....From The Rising Furnished Wall ...
But Never Forget , Just Keep Trying ...
Maybe Someday Sun Will Get Above & Let You Shine....
I Might..... Have Been Able To Survive....
When I Just Wished To Get In Ocean & Take In Last Dive....

I Still Got Many Secret's In Heart....
Maybe They Kill Me One Day & Tear Me Apart....
If I Will Ever Get Free From Them ...
I Just Root Them Out Of Life From Deep Stem...

I Can't Handle More Of These Secret Lies....
They Just Sometimes Kill Us & We Can't Even Survive....
When You See Something's From Being Child....
Action's Sometime's Even Turn Up Bad Or Even Wild....
Sometimes We Try To Make Them Stop....
We Just Loose Our self In Those Situation's & Even Go Through Blood Loss...

I Was Born Here Not To Give Up , So I Will Take A Stand...
I Was Just Here To Make Some More New Friend's...
Maybe I Have To Walk Down & Fight Alone...
I Am Even Ready To Face People Anger Or Even Stone...

I May Get Hit Several Times .......
I Will Still Fight Up But Try To Commit A Crime....
Maybe This Is What We Call Life...
It Flies High In Sky & Even Falls Like A Kite....

But I Am Trying To Push Problem's Aside...
I Just Sometimes Fall Deep & Broke Myself Without Any Advice...
I Don't Want To Look In The Past...
I Just Want To Forget It & Replace It With New World As I Can As Fast...

I Just Want To Move Up In Life...
Don't Want To Look Back Or Even Slide...
Maybe I Go Away.... With Thing's Still Left...
But I Won't Give Up ....Till It Even End's....

People Smiles At You ....Thinking You Are Clown....
But Never Forget You... Are Still Unique Among Those Who Hit The Town...
It's Just A Moment Of Time Sliding Sidewise...
But Just Hold Yourself  & Let's Not Past Get Revised...

Mistakes Happen's At Most Of The Time's...
Never Stop Practicing Even If You Are Not Fine....
Sometime's Thing May Not Come In Hand From Start...
Some Lines Always Get Out Straight From Heart....

We Need To Keep Up Smile....
It Might Sometimes Take A Moment or Even A While.....
Heart Shatter's With Passing Time...
But Never Forget Someday Will Come When You Will Always Shine.....!!!

16 Mar 2014

Go Further To Get Closer !







Maybe I Am Low.....
Maybe I Am Taking Bold Step's To Slow...
Maybe I Kill My Feeling's Like Some Beast & Never Show ....
Maybe I Fight For Truth & Get Into Heat Without Letting You Know...
But.......
Baby....Just For You....... I Will Fly Higher In Sky....
Baby....Just For You..... I Will Go Deeper In Ocean's......
Baby....Just For You...... 
I Will Travel All Distance's....
I Will....
Go Further To Get Closer....
To You...& Your Heart.....

Even If You.... Get Angry At Me...
Even If You..... Don't Talk To Me...
Even If You ....Move Away From Me...
I Keep..... Following Your Footprint's ....
I Won't Stop.... Looking For You...
B'Coz .....Baby Your My Life ...
Baby....Trust Me ...
You're The Smile.... That Holds Me True...
You're The Medicine.... Who Makes Me Cure.....
I Just Can't.... Look Beyond You...
Coz You're The One....Who Makes Me Complete...
My Leg's Turned Up & Start Dancing On Feet.....
Maybe I Am Low.....
Maybe I Am Taking Bold Step's To Slow...
Maybe I Kill My Feeling's Like Some Beast ....
Maybe I Fight For Truth & Get Into Heat...
But.......
Baby....Just For You....... I Will Fly Higher In Sky....
Baby....Just For You..... I Will Go Deeper In Ocean's......
Baby....Just For You...... 
I Will Travel All Distance's....
I Will....
Go Further To Get Closer....
To You...& Your Heart.....

Whether I Have To.... Explore The Artic Circle....
Whether I Have To..... Land Down In Snowy Antartica ....
Whether I Have To..... Go The Earth Crust Deep Centre ...
Whether I Have To ......Visit Amazon Jungle's Or Get Cancer....
Whether I Have To...... Travel Into Huge Sahara Desert...
Whether I Have To........... Measure The Length's Of Everest...
Whether I Have To .......Look Into Thousand Island's On Earth....
But.......
Baby....Just For You....... I Will Fly Higher In Sky....
Baby....Just For You..... I Will Go Deeper In Ocean's......
Baby....Just For You...... I Will Go Lower ....
I Will Travel All Distance's....
I Will.....
Go Further To Get Closer....
To You...& Your Heart.....

Baby....Just For You...... 
I Will .......
Go Futher To Get Closer....
To You...& Your Heart..... !!!


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