Straight From Heart....

I Am Waiting In Middle Of Road...

I Got A Feeling Of Steel Knife & Sword...

Tearing My Emotion's Apart...

I Won't Take A Step Back & Let People Laugh...

I Just Waiting For Some Hope...

Hope You Understand My Feeling's & Let Me Get .....Have You In Scope...

I Will Even Rise From Dead & Feel Light...

If My Heart Is At Stake , I Will Even Fight...

I Won't Give Up Till It Last...

I Won't Rush In Adrenaline In Body So Fast...

I Will Wait For Some More Time...

I Will Let Our Feeling's To Cash In & Get Soared With Taste Of Wine...

Maybe Someday You Will Know & Realise...

I Still Got Butterflies In My Tummy Who Never Stop's & Flies...

They Just Can't Live..... Without Your Single Smile...

I Think I Can't Look Beyond You ....Even A Blink At Floor Tiles...

I Know....... People Are Calling Me Insane...

Sometimes I Just Fall In ....For Some Bad Pain's....

But I Am Trying To..... Get Away From Them...

I Just Want To Hit Them Out Of Life..... Like Ball Is Just Being Slammed....

I Am Trying To Make .....A Foundation Strong & Wise...

I Won't Let Anyone Come... &.... Destroy It With Any Ocean's Tide...

If The Foundation..... Is Still Going To Fall....

I Will Rise Up Again ...&.... Build A New Wall...

Life Is Like..... Taking Lesson From Moving Ant....

Who Slide's Down .....From The Rising Furnished Wall ...

But Never Forget , Just Keep Trying ...

Maybe Someday Sun Will Get Above & Let You Shine....

I Might..... Have Been Able To Survive....

When I Just Wished To Get In Ocean & Take In Last Dive....

I Still Got Many Secret's In Heart....

Maybe They Kill Me One Day & Tear Me Apart....

If I Will Ever Get Free From Them ...

I Just Root Them Out Of Life From Deep Stem...

I Can't Handle More Of These Secret Lies....

They Just Sometimes Kill Us & We Can't Even Survive....

When You See Something's From Being Child....

Action's Sometime's Even Turn Up Bad Or Even Wild....

Sometimes We Try To Make Them Stop....

We Just Loose Our self In Those Situation's & Even Go Through Blood Loss...

I Was Born Here Not To Give Up , So I Will Take A Stand...

I Was Just Here To Make Some More New Friend's...

Maybe I Have To Walk Down & Fight Alone...

I Am Even Ready To Face People Anger Or Even Stone...

I May Get Hit Several Times .......

I Will Still Fight Up But Try To Commit A Crime....

Maybe This Is What We Call Life...

It Flies High In Sky & Even Falls Like A Kite....

But I Am Trying To Push Problem's Aside...

I Just Sometimes Fall Deep & Broke Myself Without Any Advice...

I Don't Want To Look In The Past...

I Just Want To Forget It & Replace It With New World As I Can As Fast...

I Just Want To Move Up In Life...

Don't Want To Look Back Or Even Slide...

Maybe I Go Away.... With Thing's Still Left...

But I Won't Give Up ....Till It Even End's....

People Smiles At You ....Thinking You Are Clown....

But Never Forget You... Are Still Unique Among Those Who Hit The Town...

It's Just A Moment Of Time Sliding Sidewise...

But Just Hold Yourself  & Let's Not Past Get Revised...

Mistakes Happen's At Most Of The Time's...

Never Stop Practicing Even If You Are Not Fine....

Sometime's Thing May Not Come In Hand From Start...

Some Lines Always Get Out Straight From Heart....

We Need To Keep Up Smile....

It Might Sometimes Take A Moment or Even A While.....

Heart Shatter's With Passing Time...

But Never Forget Someday Will Come When You Will Always Shine.....!!!

Not Made 4 Love...

We... Come & Go.....

Things Went In Life ....Sometimes To Slow...

We Wait, We Hide.....

Emotions & Feelings ....Get Crushed Like Stoning Up Of Ice,

We Say, We Play.....

But Sometimes.... We Stay Lonely As... We Got Nothing Left To Say,

We Just Got.... One Emotion Passing By....

We Are Not Made 4 Love....

Just Made To.... Cry & Die-e-e-e-e.... !

We Cry In Our Sleep's....

We Sometimes.....Feel Like Dead Meat....

We Close Our Lonely Eyes..... Hoping Someday It Will Change & Bring Back Blue Skies....

We Say, We Play.....

But Sometimes......We Stay Lonely As We Got Nothing Left To Say....

We Just Got..... With One Emotion Passing By....

We Are Not Made 4 Love.....

Just Made To...... Cry & Die-e-e-e-e..... !

We Hold , We Control.....

Feeling's Jump In Heart Like Something On A Roll....

I Forgot, I Thought.....

I Was Sent In World To Stay Alone A Lot.....

We Say, We Play.....

But Sometimes......We Stay Lonely As We Got Nothing Left To Say....

We Just Got..... With One Emotion Passing By....

We Are Not Made 4 Love.....

Just Made To...... Cry & Die-e-e-e-e..... !

Sometimes Dreams Get Shattered.....

Love & Feeling's Don't Even Matter's....

We Lose A Place In Someone's Heart's......

It Feel's Like Then ...We Never Been A Part....

Thing's Went Away & Go All Wrong......

We Have To Be Silent & Have To Be Strong.....

Because One Day Hoping ....Someone Will Realize.....

What They Mean To Us & Never Get Disguised.....

Hoping No One Else Will Even Get Involved.......

The Thing's Get Smooth & Will Never Break Or Fall.....

But I Think ....God Wrote A Different Script All This Time.......

God Leaves Me Shattered & Again Leave Me With Loneliness Gift So Wise....

Then I Thought Again & Again & Just Realized ........

I Wasn't Made To Love.......

Just Made To...... ... .... !  

:(

Hard 2 Understand........ !

$ometimes I Just Wonder...................

                    Why People Just Forget To Understand Other People's Feelings & Emotion's ... ?

Is This How We Are Made By God ..... ?

                    To Be Just Greedy & Play With Emotion's Of Other's ....... ?

I Just Wonder Why People Don't Give Little Time To Understand .....

                    About How Other's Feel About Them Or Just What They Want To Say......?

If They Respect or Care ... Why They Can't Have Same From Them .....

                    And If They Love Someone By Forgetting All The World Around Them .... ?

Why They Still Got Ignored Like The Stranger's ......

               Are They Not Human........Are They Not Made To Love & Just Feel Hate Again & Again..?

I Just Wish ........ Someone Could Understand That ....

                  Just Someone Who Could Hold .... And Say We Are With You....?

Irrespective Of Anything Happening Around ......

                  Just Someone Could Feel The Pain In Eyes .....

Just Someone Who Could Get A Step Closer To Us & Said You're Not Alone....

                  Just Someone Who Can Hug........ When We Need One So Bad.....

Just Someone Who Can Kiss & Make All Problems Go Away In A Second.....

                  Just Someone Who Could Make Us Smile Back Leaving All His/Her Attitude........

But It's Just Getting So Harder & Harder To Find One......

                  Because This World Getting Mean & Mean...... Day By Day....

Feeling's Are Just Washing Away Like A Ship Get's Washed Away By High Tide In Ocean....

                  Just Can't Understand It.........

Just Can't Feel It......

                  Just Wonder If We Are Even Real Or Just Turning Up Fake ..... !!!!

No One Understand's......

$ometimes........

No One Understand's....

What We Want... !

No One Understand's......

But They Keep On Passing Some Taunt's... !

No One Understand's.....

What We Keep Looking For.... !

No One Understand's......

Why My Ocean Don't Meet Some Shore... !

No One Understand's.....

How We Feel.... !

No One Understand's.....

Even How We Even Deal.... !

No One Understand's......

What We Think.......!

No One Understand's......

Even If My Eye's Even Winks..... !

No One Understand's........

What We Are Here For..... !

No One Understand's.....

Why I Keep You Waiting At Door... !

No One Understand's......

Why We Won't Take A Step Ahead... !

No One Understand's.....

Why We Keep On Waiting For A Reason To Make It A Strong Thread..... !

No One Understand's.......

Why We Keep Looking For One Move.....

No One Understand's......

Why I Just Feel Surprised & Stood......

No One Understand's......

Why We Just Want You To Hold.... !

No One Understand's.......

Why People Say Some Fucking Shit & Try To Show They Are So Bold....!

No One Understand's.......

Why We Never Meet.... !

No One Understand's......

Why People Call You Some Cheat..... !

No One Understand's.......

Why We Keep On Hiding Thing's.... !

No One Understand's....

Coz We Don't Got Any Wings....!

No One Understand's.......

The Truth We Always Want To Say.... !

No One Understand's......

Why We Don't Go In Games , Watch Them Or Play....!

No One Understand's.....

Why We Keep On Secret's Stuck In Heart....!

No One Understand's.....

Why We Keep On Taking Pain On Self & Show We Are So Much Hard.....!

No One Understand's.......

Why We Keep On Smiling.... When We Don't Want To.....!

No One Understand's.....

Why We Shed Tears When No One Around....!

No One Understand's.......

Why My Heart Keep's On Beating So Fast....!

No One Understand's..........

Why I Take A Step Back ... To Stand On Last .....!

No One Understand's.......

Why I Keep Pushing My Self Away From You......!

No One Understand's......

Why I Keep Staying At Night's Waiting For Message To Glow...!

No One Understand's.......

Why We Don't Give A Fuck ....!

No One Understand's......

Why I Don't Look Or Wait For My Luck .....!

No One Understand's......

Why I Act So Normal ... When I Wasn't Even Great....!

No One Understand's.....

Why I Just Keep Moving On & Don't Wait For Some Fate....!

No One Understand's......

Just No One Understand's .......

Just ....No One ... Ahh.. No One.....Ahhh .... No One ....

Will Ever Understand-d-d-d-d-d-d ..... !!!!!!!!!!

He@rt Cru$hed !!

Waiting You All This Time,

I Thought To Make You Mine,

Now We Are Fighting With Time,

Blaming Each Other For This Crime,

I Just Don't Want To Complain,

Just Want You To Understand This Pain,

I Sat Here Just Silent,

Taking No Food , No Drink Just Not To Be Violent,

I Just Want You Babe ,

Just Want To Spend My Whole Life With Your Name,

But I Feel Like Shit Too Much Now,

Coz I Find My Heart- Crushed Here Somehow....!!

I Just Trapped Myself In Love,

Waiting All Night To Be Your Side My Sweet Dove,

I Just Stay Their Remembering The Moment's We Had Spent Together,

I Just Wanna Be With You Or Stay Single Forever,

But You Kept Looking Me As Game ,

Now I Feel Like Shit With No Name,

I Am Here Dieing With No Food No Drink,

Vanishing Myself Out From This Fucking World ,

I Just Don't Feel Good From My Side,

I May Die , While Maybe I Write,

I Just Kept Looking Up For You Babe,

But No One Came & I Sound Like Dumb Dork Guy With Nothing To Chase,

You Just Made Me Feel Like I Am Crap Full Of Waste,

Just Want To Spend My Whole Life With Your Name,

But I Feel Like Shit Too Much Now,

Coz I Find My Heart- Crushed Here Somehow....!!

I Just Crying My Heart Out All Day & Night,

Chasing You In My Dreams All Way To Find,

Looking In Mirror To Find What Went So Wrong,

Screaming With Pain As I Feel Nothing Too Strong,

Waiting For Death To Just Come By,

Making My Grave To Rest Up & Lie,

But I Can't Stop Thinking About You,

Can't See The Shadow Of Anyone Coming To Rescue,

I Just Handed My Soul To God With A Knife,

Waiting For Body To Fall & Get A Peaceful Life,

My Eyes Keep's Going To Shut Up Slow,

My Heartbeat Pace Now Run Damn So Low,

Nerves Are Breaking The Blood Flow,

Still You Don't Come As My Tears Fall On Ground With A Flow,

But Now I Don't Feel Shit Too Much Now,

Coz I Find My Heart - Crushed & Resting Here Somehow..... !!