Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts

30 Mar 2014

Never Come Back !


I Don't Have Word's ...To Describe The Way I Feel....
I Don't Have Fear....To Run Away From Death ...Even If Someone Wants To Heal....
Coz....
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

I Just Don't Have Control...... Over These Falling Tear's......
I Just Don't Have Power .....To Distinguish Between All Voices I Hear.....
I Just Lost Every Bit Of Mine....Making Thing's Always Clear...
Maybe Some Secrets ....Never Come Out & Told To Anyone Dear....
Coz....
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

I Just Don't Want...... To Push Someone Out Of Frame.....
I Just Don't Want ......To Lose Or Forget Anyone Out Of Name....
I Just Want To Hide .......Myself Somewhere Out....
So Just No One..... Can Catch Me With A Single Sound Striking Soo Loud.....
Coz....
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

I Just Want To .......Scream Out In Some Lonely Land....
Coz No One....... Is Sometimes Made To Deal You Or Understand......
I Just Want To Push Myself .....Out In Some Darkness & Loneliness Inside.....
Coz I Feel Tired & Dead.... Fighting From The Day I Know The Truth & Lies....
Coz...
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

Maybe I Look For A Space ...Where I Can Go & Fall Like Feather & Feel Light...
Maybe I Look For Patience ...... Who Will Just Kill Me & Make Me Dead Inside...
Maybe I Look For Sky.... & Pray To God To Take Me Back Where I Belong...
Coz Maybe My Strength Is Gone & It Will Never Become Again Strong....
Coz......
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

Just.....Want To.... Run Away...From This Moment....
& Never Come Back....
Never.... Ever....
Get Back....This Time... !!!


10 Sept 2013

I Just Can't ... !!!




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I......I..... Oh --- I  ....
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I Just Can't.....
Oh ...I Just Can't.....

I Just Can't ...Say Why I Am .......Getting Lost In Word's....?
I Just Can't .......Find A Way..... Out This World.... !

I Just Can't...... Find A Reason...... To Explain....!
I Just Can't ......Hold My Laugh ......In Time's Funny Game.... !

I Just Can't .....Get Out..... Of Fucking Situation..... !
I Just Can't .... Put ......My Feet On Car Acceleration....!

I Just Can't ..... Hold My Tear's..... This Time.... !
I Just Can't..... Show...... How Much I Fear Inside.... !

I Just Can't....Tell .........When It Will Get Back Fine.......?
I Just Can't..... Tell... Who Will Hold My Hand & Be Always Mine...?

I Just Can't ..... Tell Who Understand's Me So Well....?
I Just Can't ......Take Out One Name & Say This Wait Will Now End .....!

I Just Can't ..... Feel ....If Someone Stand By My Side ....?
I Just Can't ..... Find ......A Chick Who Come On & Give Me A Fight !

I Just Can't..... Keep ....My Heart To Rest...!
I Just Can't ..... Control ...When My Heart Pumping Blood Through Chest !

I Just Can't .......Feel ....Comfortable In This Whole Bullish Crowd... !
I Just Can't.......Even ....Breathe Pure In Or Even Out.... !

I Just Can't ...... Stand ...Even Now To Face The High Ocean Tides....
I Just Can't..... Hold Emotions.... So I Ask Myself To Write .....!

I Just Can't .... Keep.... Secret's In Heart's Door Locked... !
I Just Can't .... See.... People In So Much Pressure & Shocked !

I Just Can't .... Keep ....Burning Thing's Inside In Dark... !
I Just Can't ... Let.... People Say Me Stupid Or Even Try To Bark !

I Just Can't ..... Listen Up... The Excuses All The Time....!
I Just Can't ..... Wait ...For You Or Love You Like Sunshine ....!

I Just Can't ....... Stop My Freedom When You Ask Me To Leave...!
I Just Can't ..... Love Or Get Myself Freeze.....!

I Just Can't ...... Believe Until I See Or Even Hear ....!
I Just Can't ......Do Anything... Without Some Love My Dear ....!

I Just Can't ...... Cut Or Blow..... Heads On Battlefields....!
I Just Can't ..... Dance Like You Do ...In Bigger Heels....!



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I......I..... Oh --- I  ....
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I Just Can't.....
Oh ...I Just Can't.....Just Can't !