Not So Much Time ....

I Try Myself ....Not To Turn....

I Try Myself.... Not To Get Hurt....

I Try Not To Stop.....While Life Is Running To Short ....

Because.... I Got Not So Much Time ... Left With Me ...

Not So Much Time .... Not... So Much Time .....!

I Just Try to Live ...

But I Just Try To Give ...The Smiles As I Can..

I Try To Forgive ....

But The Past Keep On Hurting With False Memories...

I Try To Run ...From The Mistakes Which I Did...

But They Keep On Turning ....Again To Me...

I Try Myself .....Not To Turn 

I Try Myself.... Not To Get Hurt

I Try Not To Stop....While Life Is Running To Short ....

Because.... I Got Not So Much Time ... Left With Me ...

Not So Much Time .... Not... So Much Time .....!

I Try To Preserve .... The Moments We Had ...

I Try To Converse... When We Had Long Fights Ahead...

I Try To Look In Sky.... Thinking Maybe You Are Thinking Of Me....

I Try Myself ...Not To Turn.... 

I Try Myself.... Not To Get Hurt....

I Try Not To Stop.....While Life Is Running To Short ....

Because.... I Got Not So Much Time ... Left With Me ...

Not So Much Time .... Not... So Much Time .....!

I Got Not So Much Time ... Left With Me ...

Not So Much... Time Left With Me ....

Feeling Dead ...Inside Me .... !

Straight From Heart....

I Am Waiting In Middle Of Road...

I Got A Feeling Of Steel Knife & Sword...

Tearing My Emotion's Apart...

I Won't Take A Step Back & Let People Laugh...

I Just Waiting For Some Hope...

Hope You Understand My Feeling's & Let Me Get .....Have You In Scope...

I Will Even Rise From Dead & Feel Light...

If My Heart Is At Stake , I Will Even Fight...

I Won't Give Up Till It Last...

I Won't Rush In Adrenaline In Body So Fast...

I Will Wait For Some More Time...

I Will Let Our Feeling's To Cash In & Get Soared With Taste Of Wine...

Maybe Someday You Will Know & Realise...

I Still Got Butterflies In My Tummy Who Never Stop's & Flies...

They Just Can't Live..... Without Your Single Smile...

I Think I Can't Look Beyond You ....Even A Blink At Floor Tiles...

I Know....... People Are Calling Me Insane...

Sometimes I Just Fall In ....For Some Bad Pain's....

But I Am Trying To..... Get Away From Them...

I Just Want To Hit Them Out Of Life..... Like Ball Is Just Being Slammed....

I Am Trying To Make .....A Foundation Strong & Wise...

I Won't Let Anyone Come... &.... Destroy It With Any Ocean's Tide...

If The Foundation..... Is Still Going To Fall....

I Will Rise Up Again ...&.... Build A New Wall...

Life Is Like..... Taking Lesson From Moving Ant....

Who Slide's Down .....From The Rising Furnished Wall ...

But Never Forget , Just Keep Trying ...

Maybe Someday Sun Will Get Above & Let You Shine....

I Might..... Have Been Able To Survive....

When I Just Wished To Get In Ocean & Take In Last Dive....

I Still Got Many Secret's In Heart....

Maybe They Kill Me One Day & Tear Me Apart....

If I Will Ever Get Free From Them ...

I Just Root Them Out Of Life From Deep Stem...

I Can't Handle More Of These Secret Lies....

They Just Sometimes Kill Us & We Can't Even Survive....

When You See Something's From Being Child....

Action's Sometime's Even Turn Up Bad Or Even Wild....

Sometimes We Try To Make Them Stop....

We Just Loose Our self In Those Situation's & Even Go Through Blood Loss...

I Was Born Here Not To Give Up , So I Will Take A Stand...

I Was Just Here To Make Some More New Friend's...

Maybe I Have To Walk Down & Fight Alone...

I Am Even Ready To Face People Anger Or Even Stone...

I May Get Hit Several Times .......

I Will Still Fight Up But Try To Commit A Crime....

Maybe This Is What We Call Life...

It Flies High In Sky & Even Falls Like A Kite....

But I Am Trying To Push Problem's Aside...

I Just Sometimes Fall Deep & Broke Myself Without Any Advice...

I Don't Want To Look In The Past...

I Just Want To Forget It & Replace It With New World As I Can As Fast...

I Just Want To Move Up In Life...

Don't Want To Look Back Or Even Slide...

Maybe I Go Away.... With Thing's Still Left...

But I Won't Give Up ....Till It Even End's....

People Smiles At You ....Thinking You Are Clown....

But Never Forget You... Are Still Unique Among Those Who Hit The Town...

It's Just A Moment Of Time Sliding Sidewise...

But Just Hold Yourself  & Let's Not Past Get Revised...

Mistakes Happen's At Most Of The Time's...

Never Stop Practicing Even If You Are Not Fine....

Sometime's Thing May Not Come In Hand From Start...

Some Lines Always Get Out Straight From Heart....

We Need To Keep Up Smile....

It Might Sometimes Take A Moment or Even A While.....

Heart Shatter's With Passing Time...

But Never Forget Someday Will Come When You Will Always Shine.....!!!

Not Made 4 Love...

We... Come & Go.....

Things Went In Life ....Sometimes To Slow...

We Wait, We Hide.....

Emotions & Feelings ....Get Crushed Like Stoning Up Of Ice,

We Say, We Play.....

But Sometimes.... We Stay Lonely As... We Got Nothing Left To Say,

We Just Got.... One Emotion Passing By....

We Are Not Made 4 Love....

Just Made To.... Cry & Die-e-e-e-e.... !

We Cry In Our Sleep's....

We Sometimes.....Feel Like Dead Meat....

We Close Our Lonely Eyes..... Hoping Someday It Will Change & Bring Back Blue Skies....

We Say, We Play.....

But Sometimes......We Stay Lonely As We Got Nothing Left To Say....

We Just Got..... With One Emotion Passing By....

We Are Not Made 4 Love.....

Just Made To...... Cry & Die-e-e-e-e..... !

We Hold , We Control.....

Feeling's Jump In Heart Like Something On A Roll....

I Forgot, I Thought.....

I Was Sent In World To Stay Alone A Lot.....

We Say, We Play.....

But Sometimes......We Stay Lonely As We Got Nothing Left To Say....

We Just Got..... With One Emotion Passing By....

We Are Not Made 4 Love.....

Just Made To...... Cry & Die-e-e-e-e..... !

Sometimes Dreams Get Shattered.....

Love & Feeling's Don't Even Matter's....

We Lose A Place In Someone's Heart's......

It Feel's Like Then ...We Never Been A Part....

Thing's Went Away & Go All Wrong......

We Have To Be Silent & Have To Be Strong.....

Because One Day Hoping ....Someone Will Realize.....

What They Mean To Us & Never Get Disguised.....

Hoping No One Else Will Even Get Involved.......

The Thing's Get Smooth & Will Never Break Or Fall.....

But I Think ....God Wrote A Different Script All This Time.......

God Leaves Me Shattered & Again Leave Me With Loneliness Gift So Wise....

Then I Thought Again & Again & Just Realized ........

I Wasn't Made To Love.......

Just Made To...... ... .... !  

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