14 Sept 2014

Need 2 Fly !



Baby.... I Need To Fly...
I Won't Give Up...I Will Keep On Try...
Baby .....I Need To....
Baby I ...Need To...Need To....
Fly-ly-ly-ly-ly.....ly !!!

I Know ....I Am Not As Rich ...
Baby I Don't Want To.... Act As Bitch...
Baby I Wear Clothes.... Which Are Already Stitched ..
I Don't Want To Act Like.... A Slut Or Witch....
Baby I Need To Fly...
I Wont Give Up...I Will Keep On Try...
Baby.... I Need To....
Baby I ...Need To...Need To....
Fly-ly-ly-ly-ly.....ly !!!

It My Game.... So..I Just Follow My Rules ...
I Don't Want To...... Act Or Run Like Fools...
I Never Tried To Play.... With Someone Else Tools...
I Just Gone For Studies Not For Fun.....At Schools...
Baby I Need To Fly...
I Wont Give Up...I Will Keep On Try...
Baby..... I Need To....
Baby I ...Need To...Need To....
Fly-ly-ly-ly-ly.....ly !!!

I Am Different,Limited Edition & Unique...
You Don't Have Words To Describe Me Or Understand Me.... As I Speak...
I Don't Want To Act As If Somebody Come & Get My Butt Kicked..
I Don't Follow Anyone.... They Follow Me , Choose Me & Themseleves Make Me Picked...
Baby I Need To Fly...
I Wont Give Up...I Will Keep On Try...
Baby I Need To....
Baby I ...Need To...Need To....
Fly-ly-ly-ly-ly.....ly !!!

I Am Not A ....Yo Yo  Or Honey...
Baby.... I Know I Am Not So Funny...
But Baby.... I Am On The Curve Of Learning...
I Just Feel .....You Are Hot & Keep On Turning...
Baby ....I Need To Fly...
I Wont Give Up...I Will Keep On Try...
Baby I Need To....
Baby I ...Need To...Need To....
Fly-ly-ly-ly-ly.....ly !!!

I Am Adventureous ... I Am Damn Crazy..
I Just Pick Up A Pillow & Turn To Bed & Get Lazy...
I Got Many Thought's In Mind.. Which Sometime Turn's So Hazy...
I Just Pick A Flower Whose Name Turn's Out To Be Even Daisy...
Baby..... I Need To Fly...
I Wont Give Up...I Will Keep On Try...
Baby..... I Need To....
Baby I ...Need To...Need To....
Fly-ly-ly-ly-ly.....ly !!! 

I Won't Stand Up & Keep Looking To Wait.....
I Am Telling You Last Time & From The Heart So Straight....
I Have Locked Up & Blasted... All These So Called... Love Gate's....
Because I Am Sick Of Word Called...... "Hate"....
I Won't Let It Turn Up Again & Change By Damn Fate...
I Will Just Listen Myself ...Not Someone Whose Name Turns Out Be Miss Kate..
So ...No One Come & Say Me Again ... Baby You're So Damn Late...
I Am Not Asking You , As I Am Telling You Last Time So Straight.... 
Baby..... I Need To Fly...
I Wont Give Up...I Will Keep On Try...
Baby..... I Need To....
Baby I ...Need To...Need To....
Fly-ly-ly-ly-ly.....ly !!! 

Baby..... I Need To Fly...
I Wont Give Up...I Will Keep On Try...
Baby..... I Need To....
Baby I ...Need To...Need To....
Fly-ly-ly-ly-ly.....ly !!! 

Baby..... I Need To Fly...
I Wont Give Up...I Will Keep On Try...
Baby..... I Need To....
Baby I ...Need To...Need To....
Fly-ly-ly-ly-ly.....ly !!! 

16 Jul 2014

Fight..



It Never Hurts As If Ever Before...
Feel's Like Something Or Someone Left Me @ Silent Shore...!

Looking At The Dark Blue Sky... Reaching Me Open Wide...
Hurricane Will Come Soon Destroy & Throw Me Aside...!

My Smile & Life Is Waiting Over An Edge ...
Never Dreamt Of It.... As I Also Have To Feel It & Fetch..!

Tear Just Come Running Down Over Lane .....With Time's...
Why We End Up Relation's Feeling Pain & Making Boundary Lines...!

Brain Just Keep's Fighting Over With The Heart....
But Brain Just End Up Winning ....As It Has The Last Laugh...!

We Are Just Left In Dark...... With Cries Of Memories ...
No One Understands..... How It Just Even Hurt Down Someone Families....!

How It's So Easy...... For Someone To End & Say GoodBye...
Why They Just Forget.... Some Relation's Do Test You & Never Stand On Lies...!

Everything Builds Up  On Trust & Earn Up Some Faith...
When You Just Don't Answer Them , Stay Alone & Put Lock On Gates...
They Just Told You Back ...Sorry ....You're Just Damn Late...!

We Make Promises & Run For Them To Earn Some Respect...
When We Fight ... How Everything Goes To Shelf & We Forget....!

It Takes Age's To Earn A Relation & Make It Wise ...
How It Breaks In A Moment & People Make It Left With No Choice...!

It's So Difficult To Smile Or Cry At These Moment's...
Because We Can't Understand Whether To Get Angry Or Stay Calm As Coolant..!

We Just Left Looking At Pic's Of Fun Time Had Together ....
Memories Just Stay But How A Relation Just Vanishes Like A Piece Of Foam Leather...?

It Hard To Describe What's Going On In Heart ....
We Just Even Don't Know How Long It Will Survive Or Last ....

Why It's So Hard To Listen To A Complaint....
How A Relation Goes Dead & Even Ended Up Being Fake & Faint ...?

We Just Stay Silent ...Hoping At Ray Of Light...
Hope We Have Another New Day With No Cries & Fight.. !




3 May 2014

Baby !!!


Hey ! Hey!.... Babe...
Let's ....Let's .... Baby ! Get In Shower...

What You Just Thinking Honey...?
If The Party Is Over....?
The Smell Is Coming Out Of Us Again This Hour....
Let's .... Let's .... Baby Get In Shower.....

I Know We Are Dirty Right Now....
I Know You Even Feel Flirty Inside Now....
I Know Their Is No One Here Who Will Find Us Or Catch  ,
Your'e The Only Girl Who Can Make My Life & Can Match..., 
So Let's Start With Kissing On My Shirt....
Because If You Stop Now , It Will Only Cause Me Pain & Hurt's...
We Are Ready To Start & Get Wet...
The Hot Water Is Ready & Tub Is Already Set....
I Know We Smell So Hell & Starting To Stink.....
You Know I Still Love To Stare Even When Your Eye's Even Blink...
What Going In Your Mind & What Are You Thinking....
Baby The Time Is Right As Everything Is Started To Linking...
So Just Come & Forget About All The Past....
Let's Turn Up Music & Dance Like Till We Can Last...
Let's ....Let's .... Baby ! Get In Shower...

We Go Slow...
Little Low ....
But Don't Stop ...Or ... Run Away So Fast....
Don't Demand Me Soo Much Because Baby Right Now I Am Out Of Cash....
Don't Ignore Me Now & Don't Throw My Burning Heart Into Trash.....
Just Get Closer Bit More....
Let's Feel Each Other's Breath Till We Don't Start Feeling Bit Sore... 
I Just Want To Hold You Tight...
I Won't Let Us Fight...
Because I Just Want To Make Everything Alright Then...
I Will Start Counting Agin Till Ten...
So Let's This Smell Get Out Of Us ...
We Still Got Time To Play & Adjust ......
 Then Just Dry Up & Run Into Bed.....
We Will Hold Each Other Tight So We Don't Feel Alone & Sad
Let's ....Let's .... Baby ! Get In Shower........
xoxoxoxo <3 !!!!

30 Mar 2014

Never Come Back !


I Don't Have Word's ...To Describe The Way I Feel....
I Don't Have Fear....To Run Away From Death ...Even If Someone Wants To Heal....
Coz....
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

I Just Don't Have Control...... Over These Falling Tear's......
I Just Don't Have Power .....To Distinguish Between All Voices I Hear.....
I Just Lost Every Bit Of Mine....Making Thing's Always Clear...
Maybe Some Secrets ....Never Come Out & Told To Anyone Dear....
Coz....
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

I Just Don't Want...... To Push Someone Out Of Frame.....
I Just Don't Want ......To Lose Or Forget Anyone Out Of Name....
I Just Want To Hide .......Myself Somewhere Out....
So Just No One..... Can Catch Me With A Single Sound Striking Soo Loud.....
Coz....
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

I Just Want To .......Scream Out In Some Lonely Land....
Coz No One....... Is Sometimes Made To Deal You Or Understand......
I Just Want To Push Myself .....Out In Some Darkness & Loneliness Inside.....
Coz I Feel Tired & Dead.... Fighting From The Day I Know The Truth & Lies....
Coz...
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

Maybe I Look For A Space ...Where I Can Go & Fall Like Feather & Feel Light...
Maybe I Look For Patience ...... Who Will Just Kill Me & Make Me Dead Inside...
Maybe I Look For Sky.... & Pray To God To Take Me Back Where I Belong...
Coz Maybe My Strength Is Gone & It Will Never Become Again Strong....
Coz......
I Don't Have Strength .....To Hold Myself This Time....
I Just Want To Run Away From This Moment, Never Come Back & Commit This Crime.....

Just.....Want To.... Run Away...From This Moment....
& Never Come Back....
Never.... Ever....
Get Back....This Time... !!!


26 Mar 2014

Straight From Heart....



I Am Waiting In Middle Of Road...
I Got A Feeling Of Steel Knife & Sword...
Tearing My Emotion's Apart...
I Won't Take A Step Back & Let People Laugh...
I Just Waiting For Some Hope...
Hope You Understand My Feeling's & Let Me Get .....Have You In Scope...

I Will Even Rise From Dead & Feel Light...
If My Heart Is At Stake , I Will Even Fight...
I Won't Give Up Till It Last...
I Won't Rush In Adrenaline In Body So Fast...

I Will Wait For Some More Time...
I Will Let Our Feeling's To Cash In & Get Soared With Taste Of Wine...
Maybe Someday You Will Know & Realise...
I Still Got Butterflies In My Tummy Who Never Stop's & Flies...
They Just Can't Live..... Without Your Single Smile...
I Think I Can't Look Beyond You ....Even A Blink At Floor Tiles...

I Know....... People Are Calling Me Insane...
Sometimes I Just Fall In ....For Some Bad Pain's....
But I Am Trying To..... Get Away From Them...
I Just Want To Hit Them Out Of Life..... Like Ball Is Just Being Slammed....

I Am Trying To Make .....A Foundation Strong & Wise...
I Won't Let Anyone Come... &.... Destroy It With Any Ocean's Tide...
If The Foundation..... Is Still Going To Fall....
I Will Rise Up Again ...&.... Build A New Wall...

Life Is Like..... Taking Lesson From Moving Ant....
Who Slide's Down .....From The Rising Furnished Wall ...
But Never Forget , Just Keep Trying ...
Maybe Someday Sun Will Get Above & Let You Shine....
I Might..... Have Been Able To Survive....
When I Just Wished To Get In Ocean & Take In Last Dive....

I Still Got Many Secret's In Heart....
Maybe They Kill Me One Day & Tear Me Apart....
If I Will Ever Get Free From Them ...
I Just Root Them Out Of Life From Deep Stem...

I Can't Handle More Of These Secret Lies....
They Just Sometimes Kill Us & We Can't Even Survive....
When You See Something's From Being Child....
Action's Sometime's Even Turn Up Bad Or Even Wild....
Sometimes We Try To Make Them Stop....
We Just Loose Our self In Those Situation's & Even Go Through Blood Loss...

I Was Born Here Not To Give Up , So I Will Take A Stand...
I Was Just Here To Make Some More New Friend's...
Maybe I Have To Walk Down & Fight Alone...
I Am Even Ready To Face People Anger Or Even Stone...

I May Get Hit Several Times .......
I Will Still Fight Up But Try To Commit A Crime....
Maybe This Is What We Call Life...
It Flies High In Sky & Even Falls Like A Kite....

But I Am Trying To Push Problem's Aside...
I Just Sometimes Fall Deep & Broke Myself Without Any Advice...
I Don't Want To Look In The Past...
I Just Want To Forget It & Replace It With New World As I Can As Fast...

I Just Want To Move Up In Life...
Don't Want To Look Back Or Even Slide...
Maybe I Go Away.... With Thing's Still Left...
But I Won't Give Up ....Till It Even End's....

People Smiles At You ....Thinking You Are Clown....
But Never Forget You... Are Still Unique Among Those Who Hit The Town...
It's Just A Moment Of Time Sliding Sidewise...
But Just Hold Yourself  & Let's Not Past Get Revised...

Mistakes Happen's At Most Of The Time's...
Never Stop Practicing Even If You Are Not Fine....
Sometime's Thing May Not Come In Hand From Start...
Some Lines Always Get Out Straight From Heart....

We Need To Keep Up Smile....
It Might Sometimes Take A Moment or Even A While.....
Heart Shatter's With Passing Time...
But Never Forget Someday Will Come When You Will Always Shine.....!!!

16 Mar 2014

Go Further To Get Closer !







Maybe I Am Low.....
Maybe I Am Taking Bold Step's To Slow...
Maybe I Kill My Feeling's Like Some Beast & Never Show ....
Maybe I Fight For Truth & Get Into Heat Without Letting You Know...
But.......
Baby....Just For You....... I Will Fly Higher In Sky....
Baby....Just For You..... I Will Go Deeper In Ocean's......
Baby....Just For You...... 
I Will Travel All Distance's....
I Will....
Go Further To Get Closer....
To You...& Your Heart.....

Even If You.... Get Angry At Me...
Even If You..... Don't Talk To Me...
Even If You ....Move Away From Me...
I Keep..... Following Your Footprint's ....
I Won't Stop.... Looking For You...
B'Coz .....Baby Your My Life ...
Baby....Trust Me ...
You're The Smile.... That Holds Me True...
You're The Medicine.... Who Makes Me Cure.....
I Just Can't.... Look Beyond You...
Coz You're The One....Who Makes Me Complete...
My Leg's Turned Up & Start Dancing On Feet.....
Maybe I Am Low.....
Maybe I Am Taking Bold Step's To Slow...
Maybe I Kill My Feeling's Like Some Beast ....
Maybe I Fight For Truth & Get Into Heat...
But.......
Baby....Just For You....... I Will Fly Higher In Sky....
Baby....Just For You..... I Will Go Deeper In Ocean's......
Baby....Just For You...... 
I Will Travel All Distance's....
I Will....
Go Further To Get Closer....
To You...& Your Heart.....

Whether I Have To.... Explore The Artic Circle....
Whether I Have To..... Land Down In Snowy Antartica ....
Whether I Have To..... Go The Earth Crust Deep Centre ...
Whether I Have To ......Visit Amazon Jungle's Or Get Cancer....
Whether I Have To...... Travel Into Huge Sahara Desert...
Whether I Have To........... Measure The Length's Of Everest...
Whether I Have To .......Look Into Thousand Island's On Earth....
But.......
Baby....Just For You....... I Will Fly Higher In Sky....
Baby....Just For You..... I Will Go Deeper In Ocean's......
Baby....Just For You...... I Will Go Lower ....
I Will Travel All Distance's....
I Will.....
Go Further To Get Closer....
To You...& Your Heart.....

Baby....Just For You...... 
I Will .......
Go Futher To Get Closer....
To You...& Your Heart..... !!!


<3


15 Feb 2014

BullShit !!!



Rap It Up,
Its Going To Be Little Crap....
So Read It ...With Your Own Terms !!!
BullShit...

I Keep Writing Shit,
You Keep Looking It,
BullShit.... ! -2

I Just Came Here To Rap,
You Just Keep Grooving Your Feet To Tap,
BullShit... ! -2

I Just Keep Looking Low,
But You Try To Make My Song Flow,
BullShit... ! -2

I Just Feel Little Bad,
You Just Keep Nailing That Lad,
BullShit... ! -2

I Just Make Music Grow,
You Just Move Your Body On Dance Floor,
BullShit... ! -2

I Said I Like Ice-Cream,
You Keep Treating Me Like Super Teen,
BullShit... ! -2

I Just Keep Falling From Height,
You Just Keep Asking Me - Are You Ready To Fight?
BullShit... ! -2

I Keep Searching For Heart,
You Just Come In My Life Blow Me Apart,
BullShit... ! -2

You Say I Am Your Friend,
But You Never Let Those Promises Stand,
BullShit... ! -2

I Just Pen-Down This Little Rap,
You Pull Out That Trigger & Hit Bullet On My Cap,
BullShit... ! -2

Yeah ! You Are Damn BullShit Man... !
Fuck Off !!!

Never Lost Love...


Its Rapping Time.......  
Just Hitting The Low ! To Make It Sound Higher !!!!  
Now ! Here We Go............ !!!

I Never Lost Love .... When You Are Just Gone,  
I Never Lost Love... When I Don't Know Just Where You Were From,  
I Never Lost Love.... Whenever You Just Pass On,  
I Never Lost Love...... When You Just Keep Staring On,  
I Never Lost Love.... When You Just Give Up,  
I Never Lost Love.... Whenever Your Dress Just Slip Up,  
I Never Lost Love... When You Gone Away For Few Time Back,  
I Never Lost Love .... When You Just Turned Your Mode Into Attack,  

I Never Lost Love..... When You Just Took My Heart,  
I Never Lost Love.... When You Just Broke Me Apart,  
I Never Lost Love .... When You Just Move Other Place,  
I Never Lost Love... When You Just Lost My Faith,  
I Never Lost Love..... When I Just Kept Looking Back,  
I Never Lost Love ... When You Just Got Addicted To Smack,  
I Never Lost Love.... When You Just Played Me Around,  
I Never Lost Love ... When You Just Took Me For A Round,  

I Never Lost Love.... When You Just Called Me Sick,  
I Never Lost Love.... When You Just Burned Down My Stick,  
I Never Lost Love... When You Turned Down Into B#@%H,  
I Never Lost Love....When You Just Gone With Other Guys To Watch Some Flick,  
I Never Lost Love.....When You Just Took My Help & Some Loan,  
I Never Lost Love....When You Just Keep Ringing Up Whole Night On My Phone,  
I Never Lost Love....When You Just Keep Turning Fat,  
I Never Lost Love...When I Keep Asking You Where You Put My Hat ?, 

I Never Lost Love.... When I Write This Shit,  
I Never Lost Love....When I Just Love You To Your Bit's,  
I Never Lost Love...When You Know I Will Never Going To Leave,  
I Never Lost Love...When I Have All In Front To Achieve,  
I Never Lost Love....When We Can Have A Cool Ride,  
I Never Lost Love....When We Can Fight To Survive,  

I Never Lost Love....When Things Will Turn & Evolve,  
I Never Lost Love...When I Can't Taste You & Get Myself Dissolve,  
I Never Lost Love....When You Just Run Like A Fish ,  
I Never Lost Love....When I Saw You Like A Sexy Sweet Dish,  
I Never Lost Love....When We Just Hold Up Hands,  
I Never Lost Love....When We Know We Can Fight Other's & Will Always Defend !!!!  

I ---I----I----Never-Lost-Love ......Baby !!!!!!  
I ---I----I----Never-Lost-Love ......Love Love Love !!!!
Never Lost Love Baby !!!!
Smoke It ! ;-)

Standing Tall...



Tears In My Eyes,
With Heavy Heart Inside, 
Falling Down Like a High Tide, 
Burning Inside, 
Looking To Miss, 
What I Can't Hide, 
You Keep Hitting The String , 
Bringing The Fear Within, 
But I....I.... 
 Keep Standing Tall...... 
 Waiting To Fight... 
 Bring Some Light.... 
 Loosing No Hope.... 
 Just  !! Thinking To Rise-e-e-e-e-e......Rise ! ...-2
 So, I Keep Standing Tall ..... 

 I Fallen In A Hole, 
 With Nothing In Control, 
 I Tried Climbing Up, 
 But You Keep Me Digging Up, 
 I Screamed For Help, 
 But No One Rescued At Last, 
 You Keep Hitting The String , 
 Bringing The Fear Within, 
 But I....I.... 
 Keep Standing Tall...... 
 Waiting To Fight... 
 Bring Some Light.... 
 Loosing No Hope.... 
 Just  !! Thinking To Rise-e-e-e-e-e......Rise ! ...-2  
 So, I Keep Standing Tall ..... 

 I Reached At The Top, 
 Tried The Things To Forgot, 
 Looking At The Sunshine, 
 I Thought I Learned A Lesson At Best, 
 I Crawled up In Pain, 
 Took A Shadow Trying Something To Gain, 
   You Keep Hitting The String , 
 Bringing The Fear Within, 
 But I....I.... 
 Keep Standing Tall...... 
 Waiting To Fight... 
 Bring Some Light.... 
 Loosing No Hope.... 
 Just  !! Thinking To Rise-e-e-e-e-e......Rise ! ...-2  
 So, I Keep Standing Tall ..... 

 I Don't Came Here ,To Get My Heart Demolished, 
 I Just Want To Be Beside You ,But You Made Me Feel So Smallish, 
 But You Made Our Thread Seems Like Little Bit Loosen, 
 So , I Just Keep Walking Alone In The Path I Chosen, 
 Thinking You Will Come Soon, Hold My Hands   Makes Our Future Bright, 
 So, I Just Keep Walking Where Ever I Saw A Perfect Light, 
  ... I Just Keep Standing Tall..... Oh My Baby Don't You Wait For Me To Fall .......!!!! 
 So... I Just Keep Standing Tall-l-l-l-l-l !!!!!!!!!

2 Feb 2014

Walking Away....



The Window To Heart..... Is Gone Shut....
Because It Has Turned Into ..... A Stone Just...
Maybe Baby ! It Got Some Rust With Time ....
Because It May Be Feeling So Alone & Not So Fine...
Life Is Hurting Like Some Bitch...
Just Trying Baby... For Some Time Setting Switch...
By Walking Away...From You-2 !
Because....
Baby !  I Can't See You Hurt ..
Baby ! I Can't See You In Pain...
Baby ! I Can't See A Tear In Your Eye's....
Falling Down From The Sky...
Because It Just .....Make's My Heart Blow & Crush....
I Don't Want To Keep You Waiting ....
As You Will Always Remain The First Love....
So I Just Keep Walking Away ...From You.....
From You...Just Keep -2 ...Walking Away Till I Die...!!!


Their Was  No Moment In Life...
Where I Can't Feel You Deep Inside...
I Just Keep Looking On ...For Your Smile..
Just Keep Thinking Of You... All Day Long For A While...
But As The Time Passing By...
I Seem To Be As.... Formality In Life...
Life Is Hurting Like Some Bitch...
Just Trying Baby... For Some Time Setting Switch...
By Walking Away...From You-2 !
Because....
Baby !  I Can't See You Hurt ..
Baby ! I Can't See You In Pain...
Baby ! I Can't See A Tear In You Eye's....
Falling Down From The Sky...
Because It Just .....Make's My Heart Blow & Crush...
I Don't Want To Keep You Waiting ....
As You Will Always Remain The First Love....
So I Just Keep Walking Away ...From You.....


From You...Just Keep -2 ...Walking Away Till I Die...!!!

Baby ! I Don't Want To Interfere In Your Life...
Baby ! I Can't Make My Day Without Your Smile...
It Hard To Believe ...Looking To Past Just Gone... So Deep....
Because Promise's Are Breaking & It's Hard To Keep...
Life Is Hurting Like Some Bitch...
Just Trying Baby... For Some Time Setting Switch...
By Walking Away...From You -2!
Because......
Baby !  I Can't See You Hurt ..
Baby ! I Can't See You In Pain...
Baby ! I Can't See A Tear In You Eye's....
Falling Down From The Sky...
Because It Just .....Make's My Heart Blow & Crush...
I Don't Want To Keep You Waiting ....
As You Will Always Remain The First Love....
So I Just Keep Walking Away ...From You.....


From You...Just Keep -2 ...Walking Away Till I Die...!!!

Just Keep On Walking ...
Baby ! Just Keep Walking Away-3...From You.. !!
Oh Yeah ! Oh Yeah ! ....
Till I Die-e-e-e-e-e-e-e ..... <3