I Just Can't ... !!!

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I......I..... Oh --- I  ....

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I Just Can't.....

Oh ...I Just Can't.....

I Just Can't ...Say Why I Am .......Getting Lost In Word's....?

I Just Can't .......Find A Way..... Out This World.... !

I Just Can't...... Find A Reason...... To Explain....!

I Just Can't ......Hold My Laugh ......In Time's Funny Game.... !

I Just Can't .....Get Out..... Of Fucking Situation..... !

I Just Can't .... Put ......My Feet On Car Acceleration....!

I Just Can't ..... Hold My Tear's..... This Time.... !

I Just Can't..... Show...... How Much I Fear Inside.... !

I Just Can't....Tell .........When It Will Get Back Fine.......?

I Just Can't..... Tell... Who Will Hold My Hand & Be Always Mine...?

I Just Can't ..... Tell Who Understand's Me So Well....?

I Just Can't ......Take Out One Name & Say This Wait Will Now End .....!

I Just Can't ..... Feel ....If Someone Stand By My Side ....?

I Just Can't ..... Find ......A Chick Who Come On & Give Me A Fight !

I Just Can't..... Keep ....My Heart To Rest...!

I Just Can't ..... Control ...When My Heart Pumping Blood Through Chest !

I Just Can't .......Feel ....Comfortable In This Whole Bullish Crowd... !

I Just Can't.......Even ....Breathe Pure In Or Even Out.... !

I Just Can't ...... Stand ...Even Now To Face The High Ocean Tides....

I Just Can't..... Hold Emotions.... So I Ask Myself To Write .....!

I Just Can't .... Keep.... Secret's In Heart's Door Locked... !

I Just Can't .... See.... People In So Much Pressure & Shocked !

I Just Can't .... Keep ....Burning Thing's Inside In Dark... !

I Just Can't ... Let.... People Say Me Stupid Or Even Try To Bark !

I Just Can't ..... Listen Up... The Excuses All The Time....!

I Just Can't ..... Wait ...For You Or Love You Like Sunshine ....!

I Just Can't ....... Stop My Freedom When You Ask Me To Leave...!

I Just Can't ..... Love Or Get Myself Freeze.....!

I Just Can't ...... Believe Until I See Or Even Hear ....!

I Just Can't ......Do Anything... Without Some Love My Dear ....!

I Just Can't ...... Cut Or Blow..... Heads On Battlefields....!

I Just Can't ..... Dance Like You Do ...In Bigger Heels....!

I.....

I......I..... Oh --- I  ....

I Just....-2

I Just Can't.....

Oh ...I Just Can't.....Just Can't !

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I Just Can't Understand.....

I Just Sometimes's Don't Have The Strength ....

But Still...... My Heart Dies 4 You......

 & It Never Stop's Or End's ......Thinking About You.....

Because Still .....My Heart Still Dies 4 You.......

I Just Can't Solve This Mystery.....

I Just Can't Put It On Shelf Like A Book Of History....

Because My Heart Still Pumping Out For You....

My Breathe Still Love's.....Whatever You Used To Do...

My Eye's Still Look's For You..... In Million's Of Crowd You Know....

It Keep's On Following Your Mark's ......Till You Close The Door...

Because Still.... My Heart Dies 4 You......

Smelling The Fragrance..... You Used To Wear ....

My Heart Can't Wait Anymore... &... May Die With Fear's.....

This Heart Waited ....So Long Patiently.....

Pumping Up The Blood ....Through My Vein's Immensely....

This Beat Will Stop ....If You Won't Ever Come Or Meet....

This Heart Die & Shattered In Coming Year's Under Loneliness Feet....

I Will Die..... Saying My Last Word's In Few .....

Still...

My Heart Dies 4 You !

The Perfect Road Trip..!

A Cool Smell Is In The Air...

Filling My Head With Love & Burning My Flare's ....

I Just Took My Key's Out.....

I Just Drive My Car On Road ,Fought With Traffic Loud.....

Looking In Mirror ,Calling My Baby Star Holding Car's Steer...

I Reached Your House...

I Scream Your Name In Neighbor So Loud...

Holding & Hugging You Light...

I Asked You To Put Your Seat Belt So Tight....

You Asked Me Question's ....Why ?

I Replied Just Chill ,See & Wait-Wait Baby...Twice...

I Take You On Mountain Top, In My Car...

I Move My Music Disk In & We Danced On Seat's As We Were Enjoying In Some Bar....

I Had Blindfold You Before You Get Out...

I Take You On The Edge.... Of Mountain Steel Grip...

You Just Put Your Nerve's On Hold...As We Stand On Its Tip....

I Kissed You Down On Neck....

Enjoyed A Chill Air & Posed Like We Were On Titanic Ship Deck..

Our Hair's Came Out All Messed....

We Ran Out Like Places .....As We Turned Mad...

I Catch You Down The Street....

We Just Rushed Into Car's Parking Stand So Sweet.....

& Took Some Ice-Cream As A Treat 

& Drove Away From Home To Above Thousand's Feet ....

It's A Perfect Road Trip Out....

Fighting Situation's In Last We Holding Hand's In Public Out....

We Might One Day Become Some Star....

We Might Never Get This Chance All Time ,Even At Par...

So We Can Just Make Kiss & Love Out...

Let's Make This Perfect Trip Little Loud....

We Will Enjoy It Till We Can...

We Will Reach Home's....When Clock Will Strike Ten...

Love Will Never Get Dry Out...

This Perfect Road Trip ...Stay In Memories ....

Make Love & Just Chill Out... <3

Never Forget..

Whether I Stay In This World....

Whether I Go Away From Life....

Whether I Hide My Feeling's......

Whether I Make You Surprise.....

Whether I Look You From Hiding In Shadow's.....

& Never Come Near You By....

I Can Play With My Life Baby.....

& Leave You All Happy Behind......

You Might Forget Me .........But I Won't Ever Let You Forget...... My Heart <3

Never Forget My Heart...... <3....... Keep's On Running For You.......

Just Never Ever ....Forget My Heart... !

Whether I Survive This Moment...

Whether I Die Away Right Now....

Whether I Fall Into Your Arm's Baby.......

Whether I Leave Out In Silence & Cry....

Whether I Look You From Hiding In Shadow's.....

& Never Come Near You By....

I Can Play With My Life Baby.....

& Leave You All Happy Behind......

You Might Forget Me .........But I Won't Ever Let You Forget...... My Heart <3

Never Forget My Heart...... <3....... Keep's On Running For You.......

Just Never Ever ....Forget My Heart... !

Whether You Think I Am Crazy.....

Whether You Think I Am All Mad.......

Whether You Think I Am Unique....

Whether You Think I Just Lied.....

Whether I Look You From Hiding In Shadow's.....

& Never Come Near You By....

I Can Play With My Life Baby.....

& Leave You All Happy Behind......

You Might Forget Me .........But I Won't Ever Let You Forget...... My Heart <3

Never Forget My Heart...... <3....... Keep's On Running For You.......

Just Never Ever ....Forget My Heart... !

Whether I Just Go ....Cut Myself Into Pieces.....

Whether I Just Jump Out From Mountain's High's....

Whether I Burn Myself Into Ashes.....

Whether I Look To Sad & Alone.....

Still Never Make You Feel Like Cry....

Whether I Look You From Hiding In Shadow's.....

& Never Come Near You By....

I Can Play With My Life Baby.....

& Leave You All Happy Behind......

You Might Forget Me .........But I Won't Ever Let You Forget...... My Heart <3

Never Forget My Heart...... <3....... Keep's On Running For You.......

Just Never Ever ....Forget My Heart... !

He Is .....So True To Your Love Baby.....

He Just .......Only Want To Get Through Baby ....

He Is The....Just One Thing I Have Left With To Survive .....

He Is The...... One Who Will Shattered If You Just Leave Or Cry .....

He Just..... Waited For You All These Day's & Night's Baby.......

He Is Only..........One Who Just Breathe..... If You Happy & Smile.....

He Is ......Just Only Thing ....Living For You Baby.......

He Will Leave The World..... If He Will Ever Hurt You By....

You Might Forget Me .........But I Won't Ever Let You Forget...... My Heart <3

Never Forget My Heart...... <3....... Keep's On Running For You.......

Just Never Ever ....Forget My Heart... !

<3 <3 <3

GoOdByE..

I Don't Have Word's..... To Explain Up Thing's This Time.....

I Don't Have Strength .....To Fight You Anymore Because I Have Lost Away My Shine....

I Just Holding My Pain's ....&..... Say Just Nothing If You Even Pass By....

I Just Won't Complaint ....Just Leave..... Everything On Time....

I Just Lost Everything ....&..... Feeling Shattered Inside....

I Just Want To Say GOODBYE !.....-3

To The Whole World....

With Tears In My Eyes-s-s-s-s-s.....

Just Want To Say .....GOODBYE ....THIS TIME-3...... !

I Just Kept Everything Mine's .....On Stake ....This Time......

I Lost Every Bit ...With The Condition's I Tried To Make All Fine...

I Just Feel Alone & Disturbed Inside ....With Emotion's Feeling Low Inside....

I Just Feel Like Cutting My Wrist ......& ......Rest In Peace This Time....

I Just Won't Complaint ....Just Leave..... Everything On Time....

I Just Lost Everything ....&..... Feeling Shattered Inside....

I Just Want To Say GOODBYE !.....-3

To The Whole World....

With Tears In My Eyes-s-s-s-s-s.....

Just Want To Say .....GOODBYE ....THIS TIME-3...... !

I Will Seriously Say ...Goodbye ....One Day....

When I Will Be ....Without You.....! 

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Not Made 4 Love...

We... Come & Go.....

Things Went In Life ....Sometimes To Slow...

We Wait, We Hide.....

Emotions & Feelings ....Get Crushed Like Stoning Up Of Ice,

We Say, We Play.....

But Sometimes.... We Stay Lonely As... We Got Nothing Left To Say,

We Just Got.... One Emotion Passing By....

We Are Not Made 4 Love....

Just Made To.... Cry & Die-e-e-e-e.... !

We Cry In Our Sleep's....

We Sometimes.....Feel Like Dead Meat....

We Close Our Lonely Eyes..... Hoping Someday It Will Change & Bring Back Blue Skies....

We Say, We Play.....

But Sometimes......We Stay Lonely As We Got Nothing Left To Say....

We Just Got..... With One Emotion Passing By....

We Are Not Made 4 Love.....

Just Made To...... Cry & Die-e-e-e-e..... !

We Hold , We Control.....

Feeling's Jump In Heart Like Something On A Roll....

I Forgot, I Thought.....

I Was Sent In World To Stay Alone A Lot.....

We Say, We Play.....

But Sometimes......We Stay Lonely As We Got Nothing Left To Say....

We Just Got..... With One Emotion Passing By....

We Are Not Made 4 Love.....

Just Made To...... Cry & Die-e-e-e-e..... !

Sometimes Dreams Get Shattered.....

Love & Feeling's Don't Even Matter's....

We Lose A Place In Someone's Heart's......

It Feel's Like Then ...We Never Been A Part....

Thing's Went Away & Go All Wrong......

We Have To Be Silent & Have To Be Strong.....

Because One Day Hoping ....Someone Will Realize.....

What They Mean To Us & Never Get Disguised.....

Hoping No One Else Will Even Get Involved.......

The Thing's Get Smooth & Will Never Break Or Fall.....

But I Think ....God Wrote A Different Script All This Time.......

God Leaves Me Shattered & Again Leave Me With Loneliness Gift So Wise....

Then I Thought Again & Again & Just Realized ........

I Wasn't Made To Love.......

Just Made To...... ... .... !  

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Waiting To Die ...

Feeling Like....  I Am New To This World.....

Feeling Like.... I Am Too Lonely.... Leaving All Above....

Feeling Like..... So Much Nervous......

Feeling Like...... No One To Touch Or Love......

Feeling Like......So Much Scary Inside.....

Feeling Like ... Someone Pushing Me At Edge Of Mountain To Fly....

Feeling Like..... So Low In My Heart........

Feeling Like....... I Will Just Get Teared Apart......

Feeling Like ......I Am Drowning With Pressure......

Feeling Like .... My Clothes Size Going Lesser........

Even When I Just Wish To Cry....

I Just Can't Hold My Emotion's....&..... A Tear Fall Off My Eye's....

I Just Can't Hold It Or Stop It By.......

But After Few Second's .....I Just Came To Know.....

My Tears .......Have Even Gone Dry .....-3

Just Waiting To Die..... !

Keeping Thing's...... To Myself......

I Just Don't Want To Hurt Or Blame Anyone Else.....

Keeping All Secret's To Get Buried With My Body & Soul.....

All The Thing's Will Just Leave This World With Me ....When I Go Alone....

Keeping My Silence .....On & On.....

Just Don't Want To Push Any Issue's To Anyone  ....

Even When I Just Wish To Cry....

I Just Can't Hold My Emotion's....&..... A Tear Fall Off My Eye's....

I Just Can't Hold It Or Stop It By.......

But After Few Second's .....I Just Came To Know.....

My Tears .......Have Even Gone Dry .....-3

Just Waiting To Die.....! 

Their Are .....No Hard Feeling's Left To Say....

Because I Was Left With..... No Other Option Just To Make Way.....

I Just ......Walk Down On Street's....... On & On....

Travelling The Distances ...Without Thinking Where I Reached Or Gone.....

I Just Wish........ Some Vehicle Passing By....

Hoping They Just Pull The Vehicle ...Where I Was Standing By.....

Even When I Just Wish To Cry....

I Just Can't Hold My Emotion's....&..... A Tear Fall Off My Eye's....

I Just Can't Hold It Or Stop It By.......

But After Few Second's .....I Just Came To Know.....

My Tears .......Have Even Gone Dry .....-3

Just Waiting To Die..... !

Incomplete....Without You !

You Know What You Did To Me....

But.....You Still Say ... You Did Nothing.....

But You Know .......What I Always Talk About....Baby !

But You Keep Looking & Ignoring It Out...Baby !

But You Are The Steal-er Of My Heart & Soul....Baby !!

What Ever You Did...Can't Be Told .....Baby !!!

What Ever You Stole.....Can't Be Hold..... Baby !!!

Because You.....You Just Capture My Thought's..... Standing On A Shore....

I Can't Ask  For Anything More.....Baby-y-y-y-y !!!

Because I Am So Much Incomplete .......Without You.... Baby !

You Bring..... My Tears Out.....Baby !

You Touch..... My Little Weak Heart Aloud.....Baby !

You Make Me Feel .....What I Really Am.....Baby !

You Know .....What You Mean To Me ......Till The World Ends.... Baby.....!

You Know .......What I Always Talk About....Baby !

But You Keep Looking & Ignoring It Out...Baby !

But You Are The Steal-er Of My Heart & Soul....Baby !!

What Ever You Did...Can't Be Told .....Baby !!!

What Ever You Stole.....Can't Be Hold .....Baby !!!

Because You.....You Just Capture My Thought's..... Standing On A Shore....

I Can't Ask For Anything More.....Baby-y-y-y-y !!!

Because I Am So Much Incomplete....... Without You.... Baby !

Your Touch Is Like .........As Sweet  As Honey.... All Day....Baby !

Your Kiss Is Like......Song's Remix ....All The Way....Baby !

Your Smile...... Hijacks My Mind .....All Time....Baby !

Your Friendship Thread ......Full Of Trust & Forever Mine's.....Baby !

Your Voice Rocks....... Even Earth Core Crust's.....Baby !

But You Know ......What I Always Talk About....Baby !

But You Keep Looking & Ignoring It Out...Baby !

You Are The Steal-er Of My Heart & Soul....Baby !!

What Ever You Did...Can't Be Told .....Baby !!!

What Ever You Stole.....Can't Be Hold Baby !!!

Because You.....You Just Capture My Thought's..... Standing On A Shore....

I Can't Ask for Anything More....Baby-y-y-y-y !!!

Because I Am So Much Incomplete....... Without You.... Baby !

You Came ! You Stole ....My Heart ! My Trust ! My Faith ! My Soul Crust !  .....Baby !

You Captured.... My Mind ! My Time ! My Nerves ! My Feeling's ....Baby !

But I Feel Incomplete Without You.. So Much Incomplete Without You-u-u-u-u-u-u ... !!!

This Moment..

This Moment .........Is The Time..... For Me To Leave...

This Moment....... Is So Hard & Got Just Lowness To Feel...

This Moment....... Just Making Me .......Cry Loud...

This Moment....... Wants To Hold You Tight & Scream Aloud.....

This Moment........ I Feel Like.... I Will Be Going ..... Something To Miss.......

This Moment..... Taking Up My Life Away.....With Just A Smile & Kiss...

This Moment .......Has Captured ..... All Time Of My Life.......

This Moment....... Is So Special & Nothing To Forget .....Even Stay Aside...

This Moment......... I Wish....... Had Never Came Up.....

This Moment..... Is Taking My Breathe Away & Pushing Me Away With Your Love.....

This Moment..... I Wish .......It Was Just A Dream....

This Moment .........I Realized I Cut Myself In Wrist......Loosing My Blood Stream......

This Moment...... Is Just Banging...... My Head & Heart ........

This Moment .... I Hope .......Won't Take Me Away From You Or Apart....

This Moment .......I Won't ......Make You Stop Or Ask You To Stay....

This Moment........ I Will Take Away All Your Pain's & Move Away.....

This Moment............ Is Filled With ........Diamonds Full Of Tears......

This Moment......... Is Filled With Emotion's & Glass Full Of Beer's........

This Moment.......... Is Making My Heart ...........Cut Into Pieces........

This Moment ........Makes Me Realize.......Yes! I Also Belong To Human Species......

This Moment.......... Is Like A Battle...... Lost On Ground.......

This Moment ........Is Like I Will Left With...... No One Else To Surround......

This Moment...... Is Making My Broken Heart...... Buried Into Grave.....

This Moment ...... Make My Nerves......Asking For Some Space......

This Moment.......... I Try To ...........Hold & Stay Calm...

This Moment........ If I Broke Up & Will You...... Feel The Alarm.....

This Moment....... Is Like I Am Going .......Too Far & Away.......

This Moment......... Is Taking Whatever I Got & Left With Nothing Else To Play........

This Moment............ I Can't Find ........Someone To Complain.......

This Moment ........Is Pushing Me Out Of Door.......Asking To Slow Down The Brain......

This Moment......... I Feel I Have Been...... Out Of Touch & Space....

This Moment......... I Can Feel All Mess & Going After All Thing's To Chase......

This Moment............. I Always Wanted To ........Make Sure Its Mine....

This Moment ........I Can't Focus & Don't Know.......... What Will Happen At Nine......

This Moment............. Is Full Of .................Happy Memories To Save....

This Moment ..............I Keep Them Lock............... In Strongest Safe........

This Moment ..... I Will Never Let  It Go......

This Moment ...... I Am Even Ready........... To Take A Big Blow.......

This Moment ..... Is Not Worth For Any Treasure Or Price.....

This Moment ..... Is Full Of Wishes & Thought's... So Wise....

This Moment..... I Wish To...... Kiss You Down....

This Moment ..... I Take You Out & Make You Feel These Lovely Beautiful Sound's In Town......

This Moment..... I Just Wish.......... You Had Realized....

This Moment ..... Think Why I Move Away ....Even If I Want You Close ....Why I Still Fight ..... ?

This Moment..................................... !